Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Protium was right

How to explain....

Relationships aren't easy. Especially when you do things in the wrong order, like having a child before you've finished growing up yourself.

It's horrible to be in a position where somebody wants you to be something you're not and when you finally realize that they can't be that for you then you have to decide if you stay or move on.

But transitions are horrid rocky things and with my personality... well.... I can sometimes over react.

Life is in transition right now and I don't know where or how things will end up.

Yes I'll continue to blog, Protium would never forgive me if I quit :) and from the lovely comments here others would be disappointed as well.

What I need to do is pull my head out of my arse and do what needs doing. The problem is that I didn't want to do it alone. But now I realize that alone is the only way things are going to get done. So... alone it is.

But not without my blog. :) Or the wonderful people I've met in the blogosphere.

*hugs* to all my wonderful friends out there.

14 comments:

Poodles said...

Best of luck in your endeavors! You will be missed.

Sean the Blogonaut F.C.D. said...

You will be missed. A fine person and a fine Atheist Blogger.

Protium said...

Your taking the piss aren't you...

Poodles said...

Please don't be drinking any urine Fiery. That's just wrong.

Protium said...

It's a wind up.

T&A said...

Wow...
I wish you the best. Feel free to drop me a line if you need any help with your trip.

I do hope that as Protium is right, and you're just taking the piss.

Xavier Onassis said...

Noooo!

If you quit blogging, you're letting The Terrorists win!

Seriously, fiery, I know you gotta do what you gotta do. But I'll miss your blog.

I think you have my email. (xo64068@yahoo.com) Please stay in touch!!

Hugs!

Johnny said...

Did I miss something? It looks like you are leaving or closing your blog by the comments but the post doesn't say that? What's going on Fiery dear?

Pissed Off Pete said...

What you missed, Johnny dear, was the great Fiery scare of 2008! lol

evolveintobirds said...

what a relief it was for me to find the new post this morning! when i read the first i immediately thought "uh oh...this sounds familiar!" but i don't know you well enough to feel comfortable saying what Protium so aptly said.

please don't forget that as a fellow homeschooler that has shouldered the burden alone for most of the last 8 years you can vent to me, okay? (though i know that was prolly only a fraction of the problem). + we redheads have to stick together. :)

wineymomma said...

Glad your break was quick! Stop by my place and pick up your award!

T&A said...

I'm glad you're not leaving us! We'd miss you so much!

Stardust said...

I'm glad I checked back to see that you have decided to stay. I was finding that I was spending way too much time blogging. Now I have alotted myself a certain amount of time each day for this, and then the rest is for things I need to do, like my writing, and my artwork, and visiting friends, etc. I love blogging and my blog friends, but can't let it get in the way of other things that need my attention.

Glad you are staying around. Hang in there.

Joe said...

I'm glad you're back.